Run for the hills!

Well this has been a fun week (insert sarcasm). I have worked everyday this week. I was supposed to be off yesterday and today. Well I worked a double on Wednesday and yesterday. Well while I was relaxing trying to be lazy the phone rings, I check caller ID and damn if it wasn't my job wanting me to work tonight 10-6. So I will work Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday ( a double), Thursday, Friday (another double), Saturday night, Sunday, Monday Tuesday, and Wednesday. Then I will be off on Thursday and Friday. So everyone beware i will be tired and bitchy! I also may not be posting for awhile. I will do everyone a favor and stay away from sharp objects and guns!

What a night!

Well i worked the night shift again last night and got the shit scared out of me! We were talking about different things that have happened up there and how the nurse should lock the doors at night. Well we get up and go back inside, because I had to go to the bathroom. Well while in the break room's bathroom I heard something, it sounded like something was trying to push the window up in the break room. I get done and look there was nothing there, I start washing my hands and I hear it again I look and nothing. OK Liz must be playing a joke on me. So I walk Liz, but you didn't scare me. They look at me and say "what?". I tell them while watching Liz what happened. They tell me a resident said the same thing happened to them. OK this is getting weird. We ignore it then when I was about to go join Liz and a resident outside to smoke, I see them come running in saying someone was hiding behind the fence. They call the cops out there and everyone is on lock down and buddy system is enforced. Finally Frank gets there to take me home. It was an interesting and scary night!

BIG RED!

Well today while on my way to hell er. work I pass an older model Dodge, it looked the exact way i wanted Big red to look. For those of you who don't know Big Red was my first truck. It was an '87 Dodge half ton four wheel drive. Picture this coming down the road if you will a red truck with a maroon cab and hood and a brown tailgate, not to mention half a back bumper. It was the ugliest thing ever, but it was mine and I love that old truck. I almost miss it, ALMOST. Then i think of the gas mileage, the no a/c, the no radio, having to hold your foot on the gas at all times, the four wheel drive didn't work, it took forever to get it to get up and go, and how long it took to warm up on cold mornings. Oh and I forgot to add the the grill was busted out from where I got pissed b/c it broke down yet again and put my foot through it. This truck was my baby though. i always wanted to fix the four wheel drive, redo the paint, and fix everything (oh and jack it up a few more feet).

A new breed of Dog!

OK let me describe my Smokey. She is half Shepperd and half blue Heller, she is a very small dog. Now her puppies look like TK who is a BIG dog, he is a Weimaraner in case anyone is wondering! So what will these puppies come out like? No one knows! I am thinking of calling them a Blue Weimaraner Shepherd! Both momma and daddy are very sweet and playful, so maybe puppies will be 2!

I'm a Grandma

My Smokey-bear had her puppies. I saw her skinny butt last night and realized she had them. Now comes the fun part of finding them to see what they look like and how many. After getting the mag lite to look in the dark for them. They are under the house of course. I get close to where I think they are and look down only to see a snake about 6 inches from my feet (which are inside my flip flops). Well what can I say I jumped to the porch in a single bound screaming "SNAKE". I got up around 7 this morning to see if I could find them and not the snake and I can barley see them b/c they are to far under the house. Maybe I'll get lucky and see them later.

Wanna work for McDonald's?

While driving to pay some bills Frank and I noticed that McDonald's is nothing more than rumble, but the funniest shit I have ever seen was a big sign that said "now hiring smiling faces". Sure I'll work for you where do I go?

Oh and while I am thinking on it Mike visited me and he must be bi-sexual also b/c he was with Frank too. Now everything makes since about Frank. I always wondered why he hung around the fire department so much. RLMFAO! Just kidding guys.

Life in general

You know I was thinking yesterday ever notcie that when something bad happens you will learn who your true friends are. Well I'd rather not discuss what happened it was embarassing enough to live trough it the first time. It is kinda like the saying "a friend visits you in jail, a good friend bails you out, and your best friend is sitting beside youin jail saying 'it was worth it though right?'." Well anyways during this long embarassing day most people won't even talk to me, but yet somone I really haven't ever talked to came up and wanted to know if I needed her help. I looked up very surprised to see the woman that I never really liked asking if I needed help. This whole thing was just odd b/c only a few people knew and I guess she heard through "channels". It is truly surprising to see who talks to you and who just sits back and laughs there asses off at you.

"I loved her first"

This is an amzing song.


Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So much in love your alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I loved her first

How could that beautiful women with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But its still hard to give her away
I loved her first

From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
Someday you might know what I'm going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first

Expensive dogs?

Ok I am sure everyone has heard of a labordoodle. If not I will tell you what it is. I know everyone knows what a mutt is right? That is what a labordoodle is a very expensive mutt. Basically someone's prize winning poodle got pregnant by a lab, and the owner decided instead of selling theese dogs for cheap he'd raise the prize b/c it is a "new breed". Ok by these same rules and principals I could sell my dog's mutt puppies and get a shit load b/c it is a "new breed" called ketchup. There are just somethings I will never understand.

Dude, I got a Dell.

Well I got a great surprise today. Frank bought me a new laptop for our two year anniversay. It works like a dream. I get to put all of my bs on it without being jumped on for "putting to much on the computer". Anyways I hope everyone is having a great day too.

Me thinking again!

Well I knew the cold wouldn't last long, Damn Texas heat. Well the other night Chris and Jeannie came over with there duo (Kaylee and Eric). It is amazing how much those kids look just like their dad, I mean give Chris long hair without the goatee you have Kaylee. Frank and Chris took my beagle Maggie rabbit hunting trying to train her (she is a beagle isn't that in their blood?).

Anyways we ended up talking about names for Jeannie's baby and I realized how much I missed being pregnant with Abby. Ask anyone who saw me when I was pregnant my tummy was always moving. It was funny when I would eat and would start getting full she'd stretch her little foot out my right side and you could feel the details of it. I miss that other than having to pee constantly, Frank annoying me by making her chase his hand, and all the damn cravings for food I hate. Well anyways got to get ready for another day at hell oops I mean work.

Happy no a/c day!!!

Wow today was great. It was the first day in a long time that I didn't need the air conditioner on in the truck. I rode around with the windows down with sweating to death. So to everyone who is stuck indoors today HA HA!

She should have been a boy!

I guess my nephew Trey has been teaching Abby some things. Today she is riding on her winnie the pooh firetruck and she stops and picks up the front end and laughs. Then she takes off and makes the sound like she is spinning out. What's next peeing on a tire or a tree? My baby should have been a boy. With any luck the next one will be.