Me thinking again!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was bittersweet, we got a new admit on my hall. Turns out she knew my Papaw when my uncle Troy and Aunt Doritha were small. I had to hold back the tears in my eyes as she talked about him. He has been gone for 2 years now and I miss him more than ever. Not to mention one of my babies up there are dying so I have been holding off tears on that too. Anyone who is in or around medical field knows what "death rattles" are, she has them BAD. There was alott of family members there so I couldn't spend much time with her alone. I know what heaven is going to be like. It is going to have a huge lake with bight clear blue water and all the fish you can catch (just the way Papaw said it would be like). It's going to be sunny and best of all Papaw will be waiting there with my old fishing pole and a bucket of bait with that silly hat with the catfish sticking out of it. I know I will see you again. I miss you and love you!